Subway Philosophizing

I've hesitated
making destinations
They only serve as
another prison in waiting

Searching for places
I feel elation
I've come to suspect
It's always in the next

The grass is always greener
anywhere but here
Get me out from this life
It's the known that I fear

Get me out of this room
I can't breath this air
Get me off of this train
going back and forth to nowhere

Passive suicides
The blackest white lies
The yearning for destruction
Just for the interruption
Stifled sexuality
with heavenly hypocrisy
Fair-weathered friends
and no-talent trends

All while we choose to ignore
all we should be living for.